i feel really bad,frustrated,disappointed,and i regret for some things today...

1st i wasnt able to make it in the international training in singapore,im not qualify since i dont have any local working experience in food chains.. (i hate our dean and admin staff!!! darn they didnt gave us any hint about that..)
2nd im very disappointed!!! the interviewer told me that she dont have any problem with me in terms of height,educational background,age and communication skills,(she even told me that im very good in communicating..arggh!!)but agen when it comes with the local working experience im failed **sniff**

3rd last year supposedly mcdonalds will hire me,they just requested atleast 5 more hours vacant from me so that they can gave us schedule in shifting,but i refuse to get the work because i thought that in international training, UNITS and GRADES are more important so i work hard for the high grades and im always full load...then i realize that i made a wrong decision... if only i knew that practical experience has a high corresponding factor than high grades and full units maybe i just choose to dropped some of my subjects before and just grab the oppurtunity working in mc do... im soo freakin disaaponted **sniff**

4th i would like to congratulate my friend OUR friend paulynn!!! because she made it in the interview! im proud of you gurl... go go go! singapore's waiting for you... whew youre such a lucky gurl,i know youre deserving mwahhh love yah gurl!!!

im very happy! clint wore the shirt i gave supposedly to bob ^_^ wehehe im so happy atleast i saw the shirt being wear by one of them ;) actually i gave 1 for bob,clint and for scott...the mint green is for bob(but clint wore it the next day), the blue in the middle's for clint and the last one with the apple is for scott lolz...im wondering if scott will wear that! haha but anyway atleast i gave something for them..its their choice if theyre gonna wear it,keep it or whatever lolz
 
this pics taken last jun12,2006 at MMS taping here in the philippines and as u can see clint wearing the shirt ;)

scott moffatt has a solo album which is called THE ALLEGORY OF THE CITY... check out his myspace music account on the link below... btw the songs are really great and the album is amazing ;)

SAME SAME MANIA....
CHASING SAME SAME....

grabe perfect attendnce ako sa mga shows except for wowowee and asap kc naman fully booked e..

june8 they arrived @ naia,we went there to salubong...after that deretcho cla sa crowne plaza,nagpresscon dun..tapos pmuslit kami dun..after prescon namit namin cla,.

june9 nasa wowowee cla 1 song lng ata kinanta nila,at 4pm nasa mall of asia cla andun dn ako,,got the chance to take some pics,,

june 10 nasa gateway cla ng 5 tapos libis ng 7...grabe adik ako anu ba yan!.

june 11 nasa sm north cla ng 4 tpos mga 7pm we went out on a dinner date..dun kami bumawi grabe sarap ng feeling na nasa harap mu na tlga cla ;) wla akong masabi e..sbi ko nga kay bob nung bngay k ung tshirt sknya 1 4 scott,1 4 clint and 1 for him...sbi ko SORI IM SPEECHLESS tapos un nangingiti na nga lng cla e...pero im glad to see clint wearing the shirt i actually gave for bob on the next day we met...kinain ko ung left over pizza n bob..nahawa ako ng dry cough pero ok lng..kinukulit ko c dad frank sbi ko..DAD ON UR NEXT VISIT PLS BRING ALONG SCOTT CAUSE IM HIS FAN SINCE THE MOFFATTS DAY..tapos un sure daw..miss ko na si scott :(




sa thursday pala sa MMS sa qtv cla ang guest!!! kami ung audience ;) 4;30 pm :)

may album na ba kayo?SAME SAME THE MEANING OF HAPPY is out now for only 355 pesos ;)

yahooo its 17 days to go...im gonna meet the love of my life clint and bob moffatt! yehey! its been 8years of waiting and im glad that atleast i have the oppurtunity to meet the guyz...their old band THE MOFFATTS disbanded soo yesterday late of 2000 i think and i lost chance of meeting them but now ekkk cant explain what i really feel! im excited for them wehehe..hope they'll gonna bring scott and dave too

-ruffa

Daddy and Mommy



Papa and Mama



Me....                                           



My sis Carina




My Lil Bro Arman




Happy Family

others might wonder why sometimes i use the pseudocode GODS DAUGHTER in some of my accounts..well to tell yah all honestly., i got that pen name when the time came that im very down.,when i felt so alone and then i realize that God is the only one who is always with me.,he'll stick with me tru thick and thin without askin anything in return., the one loving me unconditionally.,since i knw that he loves me and he cares for me.,i started to call myself GODS DAUGHTER.,when i started to use that name i feel more secure and more better

-rUfFa

A boy and a girl,
the best of friends.
From elementary to high school
from beginning to end.



Through all those years
their friendship grew.
They both felt the same,
but neither knew.



Each waking moment
since the day they met.
They both loved each other
sunrise to sunset.



He was all she had
in her terrible life.
He was the one
who kept her from her knife.



She was his angel,
she made him smile.
Though life threw him curves,
she made it all worth while.



Then one day
things went terribly wrong.
The next few weeks
were like a very sad song.



He made her jealous
on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, "Do you love her?"
on purpose he lied.



He played with jealousy
like it was a game.
Little did he know
Things would never be the same.



His plan was working
but he had no clue.
How wrong things would go,
the damage he would do.



One night she broke down,
feeling very alone.
Just her and the blade,
no one else home.



She dialed his number,
he answered, "Hello"
She told him she loved him
and hung up the phone.



He raced to her house
just a minute too late.
Found her lying in blood,
her heart had no rate.



Beside her was a note,
in it her confession.
Her love for this boy,
her only obsession.



As he read the note,
he knelt down and cried.
Grabbed her knife,
that night they both died.



She was found in his arms,
both of them dead.
Under her note
his handwriting said:



"I loved her so,
she never knew.
All this time
I loved her too."

The ending will surprise you.

Take my Son

A wealthy man and his son loved to collect rare works of art. They had everything in their collection, from Picasso to Raphael. They would often sit together and admire the great works of art.

When the Vietnam conflict broke out, the son went to war. He was very courageous and died in battle while rescuing another soldier. The father was notified and grieved deeply for his only son.

About a month later, just before Christmas, there was a knock at the door. A young man stood at the door with a large package in his hands.

He said, "Sir, you don't know me, but I am the soldier for whom your son gave his life. He saved many lives that day, and he was carrying me to safety when a bullet struck him in the heart and he died instantly. He often talked about you, and your love for art" The young man held out this package. "I know this isn't much. I'm not really a great artist, but I think your son would have wanted you to have this."

The father opened the package. It was a portrait of his son, painted by the young man. He stared in awe at the way the soldier had captured the personality of his son in the painting. The father was so drawn to the eyes that his own eyes welled up with tears. He thanked the young man and offered to pay him for the picture. "Oh, no sir, I could never repay what your son did for me. It's a gift."

The father hung the portrait over his mantle. Every time visitors came to his home he took them to see the portrait of his son before he showed them any of the other great works he had collected.

The man died a few months later. There was to be a great auction of his paintings. Many influential people gathered, excited over seeing the great paintings and having an opportunity to purchase one for their collection.

On the platform sat the painting of the son. The auctioneer pounded his gavel. "We will start the bidding with this picture of the son.. Who will bid for this picture?"

There was silence.

Then a voice in the back of the room shouted, "We want to see the famous paintings.. Skip this one."

But the auctioneer persisted. "Will somebody bid for this painting. Who will start the bidding? $100, $200?"

Another voice angrily. "We didn't come to see this painting. We came to see the Van Goghs, the Rembrandts. Get on with the real bids!"

But still the auctioneer continued. "The son! The son! Who'll take the son?"

Finally, a voice came from the very back of the room. It was the longtime gardener of the man and his son. "I'll give $10 for the painting." Being a poor man, it was all he could afford.

"We have $10, who will bid $20?"

"Give it to him for $10. Let's see the masters."

"$10 is the bid, won't someone bid $20?"

The crowd was becoming angry. They didn't want the picture of the son.

They wanted the more worthy investments for their collections.

The auctioneer pounded the gavel. "Going once, twice, SOLD for $10!"

A man sitting on the second row shouted, "Now let's get on with the collection!"

The auctioneer laid down his gavel. "I'm sorry, the auction is over."

"What about the paintings?"

"I am sorry. When I was called to conduct this auction, I was told of a secret stipulation in the will. I was not allowed to reveal that stipulation until this time. Only the painting of the son would be auctioned. Whoever bought that painting would inherit the entire estate, including the paintings.

The man who took the son gets everything!"

God gave His son 2,000 years ago to die on the cross. Much like the auctioneer, His message today is: "The son, the son, who'll take the son?"

Because, you see, whoever takes the Son gets everything.

FOR GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD HE GAVE HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON, WHO SO EVER BELIEVETH, SHALL HAVE ETERNAL LIFE..THAT'S LOVE

Please send this to ten people and back to the one who sent it to you.

Do whatever you like, but remember that maybe "one" of the people you might have taken the time to send this to, may be just the person who needs to hear this message. You have a choice to make."

God Bless.

wishing you all guys a blessed and peaceful new year! more luck to come!:)
happy happy new year! lets start the new year with peace and love!!!
peace out guyz! hugz!!!!